i never really make it a point to post this kind of music here because i have one specifically dedicated to it, but this is—hands down—my favorite song. it’s the one i always go back to. my heart swells every time it starts, and i feel butterflies when it crescendos. i’ve only ever told two or three people about this being my favorite, and it’s not like it’s some best kept secret, but sometimes i feel like it’s mine. when i find something good, i don’t necessarily go out of my way to share it, but it’s not something i hide either; but when something resonates with me, i don’t want to share it—like it’s mine and the less people know about how it affects me, the better.
but something weird has happened in the last few days. i like to sleep with music through the night, and lately, every morning, i’ve been waking up to this when it’s just starting. it’s weird. you’d think i’d get sick of it after a while, but i don’t. it’s good for summer, or at least good enough to get a taste of it.
funny how strange life is. a lot of the time it doesn’t know what you want, and the rest of the time it does something unsettling to wrestle you out of whatever it is you’re in.